It turns out there wasn't a door, so she stood looking at the wall, and then
at the ground, and then again at the wall, and then about the sky. The sky
was doorless, which was comforting, especially at night, when she could
make images from the stars by drawing lines between and among them,
as the earliest persons had done as they walked along on the desert sand.
But now, looking up into the brightly strewn array, she could not draw
a door because the shapes she saw resembled other geometries and,
although everything seemed infinitely open, there was no way through.
Perhaps, she thought, I can draw something else, not a door, but simply a
path; why would anyone want to be inside when the way through cannot
be enclosed. Why am I sad that there is no door? she asked herself, and
then she saw how she had turned in the night air, and found herself
entirely enclosed. And she asked herself, How is it possible to be at once
enclosed and illuminated.
Lauterbach, Ann. Nocturne from Door. Penguin Books, 2023. Griffin Poetry Prize 2024 Finalist. Used with permission from The Griffin Trust for Excellence in Poetry.